This weekend was amazing for me. Not really honestly but I loved it even though I barely did anything. Went to a party with my older brother and when I got there I ran into a couple of old friends and most importantly my old best friend that I haven't seen in ages. We kicked off the night and had a great time. He isn't my best friend anymore because I transferred schools thinking some stupid reason I don't even remember now. Point is I've been thinking alot that if I had never left that school how different would my life be now. I do like my new school but was the change really that necessary? I had a strong urge to leave but only left to find another reason to leave again. Here I chase after a female who hasn't given me the time of day. A waste. Ive come to tthe conclusion that I don't care anymore. About anyone. Or anything. I went out to eat today at a Chinese food buffet with some friends that I don't hang out with much anymore because they've become very boring. I had gotten a fortune cookie that said I shouldn't give in to cynicism. Pssh that how I want my life to be. Fuck the world and fuck everybody. When I die I'm not taking anything but my soul and memories and if you happen to be in there congratulations you made a small minor difference in my life. We were all born alone and we die alone.
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