My Cynicism.

This weekend was amazing for me. Not really honestly but I loved it even though I barely did anything. Went to a party with my older brother and when I got there I ran into a couple of old friends and most importantly my old best friend that I haven't seen in ages. We kicked off the night and had a great time. He isn't my best friend anymore because I transferred schools thinking some stupid reason I don't even remember now. Point is I've been thinking alot that if I had never left that school how different would my life be now. I do like my new school but was the change really that necessary? I had a strong urge to leave but only left to find another reason to leave again. Here I chase after a female who hasn't given me the time of day. A waste. Ive come to tthe conclusion that I don't care anymore. About anyone. Or anything. I went out to eat today at a Chinese food buffet with some friends that I don't hang out with much anymore because they've become very boring. I had gotten a fortune cookie that said I shouldn't give in to cynicism. Pssh that how I want my life to be. Fuck the world and fuck everybody. When I die I'm not taking anything but my soul and memories and if you happen to be in there congratulations you made a small minor difference in my life. We were all born alone and we die alone.

My 1st Entry.

I'm on my Motorola Atrix and just downloaded the Blogger app by Google and just want to test it out. I don't believe in blogging I think it's the most dumbest idea ever made honestly. I use to read one blog daily a friend of mine who I was very close to but still at that time I thought it was dumb. But now she's long gone and I haven't read her blog in ages. Writing my own kinda makes me think of her. But as they say there's more fish in the sea. I really don't know what to talk about this blogging is dumb. I'm probably gonna get into this seeing as I use to like to write and love using my phone. ^_^. Jk! Fuck blogging. Hehe I'm not a hypocrite either. Just a man without a dream. And alot of time. At midnight on a school night. -_-. I'm not too funny but try to be. Don't think I'm cool or anything. I'm quite the asshole I've been told. But I think I'm the nicest person you may ever meet. If you become close to me you'll see. Well I'm audi.